I want them to stop!
the voices telling me what to do,
and the pain in my heart.


I closed my eyes,
seeking to find some peace,
and all the voices stopped.


There was a strange silence,
a peace I haven't felt all day.

I saw myself in a grey world,
standing alone,
wearing a black jacket.

The ground was grey,
almost concrete like.
The sky was grey, cloudy, and infinite.

I was lost,
and I wanted to BE lost.

Then an obscure voice entered the scene,
slowly, steadily increasing in volume.
Slowly, steadily, dragging me back to reality.

it said, "Open the door or I'm bringing the key!"